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Nothing much to do nowadays lol. I think my buddy June should come to visit.

We just went to see a Red Sox game =O

It was hot. And windy. But fun. And someone got taken out for 'rowdiness.' It was funny. And some drunk, attractive woman leaned on Greg from behind (You know when someone uses your back as a writing pad? Sorta like that) to take a picture of her friends. He was SO embarrassed. And she made a comment about Jeff Dunham.

'This is where you're supposed to go VEEERRU!'
'Gay guy. Vruuu.'
(Watch Jeff Dunham with Peanut. Funny stuff.)
and I got to finish it with
'Guy in a blue Prias. Vr-OW! Ow!'

It was funny.





P.S.
Watch Jeff Dunham. Just do it. Or else. o_O
  • Listening to: DragonForce, Iron Maiden, MCR, Wheezer
  • Reading: The Phone Book (I'll be here till Thursday)
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: Stretched Circle + years 13-19. Figure it out
Nothing much to do right now but wait for school to end.

I think I'm going to add a couple more poems I did. Both are sorta sad and perhaps depressing but I just wrote what I felt like writing at the time, I guess.

One rhymes, the other doesn't, want me to post them?


P.S.~
          June, avoiding your problems won't make them go away, and you can't expect someone else to deal with them for you. You need to face your problems head on to make them either go away or no longer be your problem.

I'm obviously talking about how you won't talk to me and 'face your problems'.
I know I'm making it hard for you - It both should and shouldn't be.
If the idea of us still being friends, as you said, was just a lie, then tell me, and I'll leave you alone. Again, though, I didn't do anything to deserve being spited and ignored, except love you completely. There aren't many people that can do that.
I may still love you, be it as a friend or a lover, I don't know, but that doesn't mean I can't be disappointed in you. Honestly, you should be disappointed in yourself.

You say that you really do think about what I say to you but somehow I don't believe that.  Then, you haven't really been telling me anything lately.

Apparently whether I keep my feelings to myself or not doesn't matter to you, because now it seems no matter what I do I'm not good enough for you. And by that, I mean that you don't think I'm good enough. If that's not how it is, prove me wrong, because that's how you've treated me.

I can forgive but I can't forget, June.
  • Listening to: DragonForce, Iron Maiden, MCR, Wheezer
  • Reading: The Scarlet Letter
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: Water. Soda. Milk... Coffee.
I actually got comments on Executioner x_X

That cheers me up haha, seeing that I wrote that *looks at nonexistant watch* erm.... a long time ago.

My brother got Pokemon Pearl so I've been drawing Pokemon for the hell of it. Along with Naruto pictures, more ninja action *woo-chyaw* for the win.

Gotta love Kyuubi Rasengans.

My friend went to Florida and got me a Grumpy shirt *from Snow White*, you know that shirt.
He also got me a Naruto Leaf Village Headband. Doesn't fit but looks hella cool sitting on my desk.

Naruto Shippuuden is so much better than the first series. Its got a lot more power behind it, I think. Naruto started out on an O.K. note and improved all the way to Naruto Vs Sasuke, around the A Cry to Deaf Ears episode... now with Shippuuden its even better.  Kudos to all who stayed with it and didn't stray away = Gotta love those English Subs. Otherwise Shippuuden wouldn't get here for years to come. And without the swears too.
  • Listening to: DragonForce, Ozzy!, and My Chemical Romance
  • Reading: The Great Gatsby
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Counterstrike
  • Eating: Spicy stuff.
  • Drinking: Water. Soda. Milk... Coffee.
Just 3 days to go for Christmas!
But then, that's not what I'm waiting for, lol. its December 29th that I'm waiting for. 'Cause I'm going to go see k0rpanda.deviantart.com , and I haven't seen her since July 14th xO
Just as important, our 1 year anniversary is just two months 4 days away! x3x

Happy Holidays, anyone who reads this before the Holidays are over, lol.

Love you Junhee!
  • Listening to: Nothing, my iPod was stolen/lost
  • Reading: Slam by Nick Hornby (new books on xmas?)
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Counterstrike
  • Eating: Spicy stuff.
  • Drinking: Ovaltine and Eggnog. *not at the same time*
Been so long since I made a Journal... or for that matter, even put up a new art, lol. According to my very first journal, January 8th? xD

If anyone reads this, I'd like some votes of confidence to post some of my drawings. I have hundreds I've done, few I'm proud of, very few that could stand to what others have done but eeehhh why not? Maybe critisism and my art class is just what I need.

Whereever you are (and keep going) June, I love you, always and forever. Keep up the great Microsoft Paint 'adventures' and let's see where you go with it. Maybe you'll get to the MSP Mona Lisa, haha. (Search Youtube for Mona Lisa MS Paint, its simply amazing, and look up Dan Dunn's Paintjam Performance Art, also unbelieveable)
  • Listening to: Nothing, my iPod was stolen/lost
  • Reading: I never learned to read. o_O
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Devil Kings (like Dynasty Warriors, L bought)
  • Eating: Chicken, coconut/dark choco fudge, and stuff
  • Drinking: Ovaltine (Chocolate milk on steroids) + Milk
Nothing new I just feel like adding in a journal. For anyone who sees this *only had like, 38 pageviews, I don't think anyone will* please visit ~k0rpanda.deviantart.com
  • Listening to: LinkinPark, ThreeDoorsDown, MyChemicalRomance
  • Reading: Mah love's story
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Ramen
  • Drinking: milk o_O
Good news is:
I just picked out my classes for next year, and I'll hopefully have Art 1 first semester, then Art 2 second semester, so I might be in Art 3 for my Senior Year. Along with that I have short blocks of MathLab *to lighten up on homework, its basically Study Hall*, Calligraphy *good for hang coordination and stuff like that*, and Adobe Photo *duh, for doctoring photos, or more importantly, drawings*. So hopefully I'll get one of those three... my last was Yearbook, but that's like, my 5th alternative or something. I really hope I have Art 1 first semester and Art 2 for the second... it should really help with re-developing my art skills xD

Bad news is:
JUNE, I MISS YOU! ;_;
Since our stupid phones are messed up, we can't txt all-day-every-day anymore, we can't easily tell eachother to go on msn, etc etc. I feel so empty without her, and we can hardly talk anywhere but over the phone and msn... I'm nothing without my hun ._.
*sits in a dark corner of the room drawing a heart on the floor with a stick*
I love you, June ... ._.

*sigh*
  • Listening to: LinkinPark, ThreeDoorsDown, MyChemicalRomance
  • Reading: Nothing at the moment o.o
  • Watching: See 'Reading'
  • Playing: Guitar Hero *Bark at the Moon on Expert =O*
  • Eating: Dinner soon, which is beef n some kinda sauce
  • Drinking: PomegranateandBlueberry juice try it or else!
Another foot of snow out today, lol. We're pretty much done with snow at this point though ^^'  Just way too much snow to be plowed and slip on n' stuff.  

Still nothing to add to my DeviArt. . .

I need some more suggestions, even though mah limmeh suggested that I draw anything in particular, like a lamp or a chair or some'ink.  No offense to her, of course. *hugs her from outta nowhere*

Any ideas on where to start, peoples?

Love you June ^^
  • Listening to: Trapt and Three Doors Down
  • Reading: Nothing at the moment o.o
  • Watching: Nothing at the moment o.o
  • Playing: Guitar Hero *Bark at the Moon on Expert =O*
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: The milk in the cereal, some juice, n' coffee
my girlfriend's birthday is tomorrow, and tonight we were both pretty miserable. I feel useless, and its affecting her now. she says that god is testing me, but I still don't know what I ever did wrong to deserve feeling these emotions. I feel useless, worthless, and overall talentless. I can't draw, so I don't know why I even made a DeviantArt account. My life sucks right now. and I bet I'll be as miserable as I am now for her birthday, and she'll be depressed because I'm depressed. I need something to use my time when I'm not with her, otherwise I think about her all the time and about how I'm not good enough for her. so I get depressed. I hold it in, but it explodes every once in a while. like now. just before her birthday. *sigh* I need help.
The title says it all. o_o  

I can't say I'm not happy, since I'm with the best girl eva, but I don't have anything to draw, and no one's giving me requests.

>.>
Been sick for a while, nothing to do, feeling like I have no talents whatsoever... and whenever I bring that up, I feel like I'm trying to draw pity to myself >.>.... whatever it takes to try to cheer myself up, I guess, even though I really should just spend some time an draw or something.... nothing I've done lately seems to be good enough, and I'm too much of a procrastinator to do anything about it... I suck at drawing, I hate sports, and lately I've felt like I'm not good enough for the girl I care most about... *sigh*

Any suggestions..?
  • Listening to: Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nada
  • Watching: Nada
  • Playing: Maplestory
  • Eating: Anything in the fridge
  • Drinking: as said above
What're those photoshop programs that let you clean up your art or draw whateveritis on the program? (other than photoshop, but if that's it, just tell me if I should check it out xD)
  • Listening to: Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nada
  • Watching: Nada
  • Playing: Maplestory
  • Eating: Anything in the fridge
  • Drinking: as said above